Nothing but shattered dreams...

"Shattered Dream" by Johnny Hates Jazz



Dunno why but just felt like posting this here. The more I look back the more I realise I got lots of shattered dreams. Next time must really think properly before I commit myself to something liaos.

As the famous saying goes, no point holding onto something that I cannot keep when I can go after something that will last forever.

Been busy with my assignments. Almost done for both. Just left a yucky report(yes I hate reports) to settle and I am done. Pushed friday morning's tutorial to thursday so at least if I do go down to the birthday party(Happy 20th Birthday to Huirong), I wun be so seh as I still got afternoon lessons. Now is to see if its possible to shift saturday morning's lesson to afternoon so that I can hang out longer with everyone.

Well thats it for today, gonna get some sleep soon after I tidy up somemore stuff.

Nights,
Kenneth.

Going... Going... Gone...

And so I decided to wake up early today but got woken up earlier then expected. My alarm went off at 5 am and an sms came in at 5 plus. Well I got back to sleep pretty soon only to be awaken again by my mom.

Got myself out of bed, washed up and got dressed quickly. I was going to drive to church today no matter what. And well did speed a little as I am more confident of handling the car. Ok ok, its like 70km/h on a 60km/h road. But hey it was empty and I was on the right lane.

Went for lunch with my parents at marina square for before meeting Melissa @ orchard to visit this education booth thingy which was quite a disappointment for me as I did not get what I need but it was good for her in some way so I guess not so bad lah.

Had a little chat with her over hot chocolate and ice caramel something and I guess I have been missing out on some stuff. Oh well, ignorance is bliss sometimes but not all the time. She had family dinner at marina square while I had mine at home.

But the day had to end in a not so good way as my monitor is playing punk with me now. Which means I need to replace it fast as assignments are coming in and my laptop is no way going to be able to process the heavy stuff.

Well its about time to I guess, its been 5 years plus since I got it and well it has served it purpose. Hopefully the next monitor will be able to last that long as well. So its back to my laptop for the time being. Played with the webcam since its there anyway... and had a little night snack.


Going...


Going...


Gone...

Thanks to my (in her own words) playful daughter for the nice little chocolate. It has been a while since I got to snack on something liaos. Well thats about it for tonight. Hope I can settle my monitor problem asap. Also my livejournal has been updated to deal with something that alot of people have been asking me about. Just this week alone, I had at least 10 of the same questions.

Cheers,
Kenneth.

Good things sometimes come in small packages...

Just a quick post before I go sleep. Its another saturday evening and while I am not short on invites to go out, I decided to be a good boy and stay home. Yup Newcastle lost to Reading and my nose is leaking abit.

But I guess if there is anything to be thankful of, it will be thanks to my sister. She recently went to another one of those food tasting session and they gave her something to bring back.




It seems that Raffles the Plaza has this really interesting dish on its menu. Its a $450 pie that can feed 4 persons. I do not have the full ingredient list for it but looking at the price, thats one very expensive pie. And my Sister decided to share with everyone during dinner a smaller version of it. Which I would assume is also not cheap. Maybe $80 at least?



So following the instructions, it goes into the toaster for about 20 minutes. Learnt something from my mother about using the toaster. To prevent the top from getting burnt, you can use a piece of foil to cover it.




Here you can see the contents of the pie. Turkey, Liver, Truffles and I was told the gravy has champaign in it. And that little black piece there is the truffle. Its not cheap I was told as it grows underground and you need a specially trained dog to snif them out. Cool... although the food noob in me cannot really appreciate it.

Well thats about it for this blog. Feeling rather unbalanced this few days again. Hope I get over it soon. Assignments are starting to come in and I need all the motivation I can muster in me to get them done.

LiveJournal been updated as well and thats all from me tonight.

Nights world,
Kenneth ;)

Just remember to keep the faith...

"Anytime You Need A Friend" by Mariah Carey



One of Mariah Carey's song which I like. No need for fancy video effects or sexy dancing. Just good lyrics and a nice strong voice.

Ok its late and I got school in the morning. Ok in 7hours 45 minutes time. So why am I still up blogging? Well I just got home not too long again, took a bath and am waiting for my hair to dry.

I am never ever going to wait for the SBS bus again at Hougang Interchange if I get there after 12. I reach the interchange around 1210 and had to wait until 1230 which is the last bus for a ride home. I think I walk home also faster sia.

Well nothing much to blog about other then met up with Herbert and Elliott to go down and show support to Kristine in a time of sadness(Hang in there and be strong). Met Max there as well. Had a good time catching with him and Kristine.I guess its time to move on and good to know that Max(my so called understudy back in TP I-Guides) is moving on well. Anyway hope to meet you two again in happier conditions.

Then its off for a late dinner where Eugene joined us and a chill out session at orchard before heading home. And thanks to Herbert, we had an entertaining trip home. Think he either getting ready for tmr's Halloween party or that he is really very tired after a day of work.

And not forgetting Melissa for helping me drain my phone's battery while the two of them, Elliott & Herbert(Ok more of Herbert:P) kept on disturbing me. Lols... dun worry I got free incoming and I was hoping to charge my phone's battery anyway so just nice.

Something did happen which made me think through some stuff while waiting for the bus home but its rather late so I will go blog it over at my livejournal tomorrow or something.

Nights,
Kenneth :)

Just another evening drive...

Well its thursday again and this time my lessons was in the morning. Which means I get to send the food today. Well for those who do not know, my mother with a few other mothers in church take turns to cook for a family. It seems that the son has some illness and the poor boy has to eat proper home cook food (Something to do with home cook food being having a lesser risk of not being cooked properly and all the germs and stuff like that).

And due to the fact that both parents are working, the mothers decide to take turns cooking for the family each day. So thursday is my mother's turn. And I get to take the chance to send the food over. Its a good chance for me to drive so my driving will not get rusty and well its the least I can do right? That way my mother do not have to go along with my dad and can rest abit first.


The family car, a Mitsubishi Lancer 1.6. You can tell the age of it by the alphabets but hey I am not complaining. It handles great and I think when its my time to buy a car, its gonna be another lancer.


A picture of the dashboard. One reason why I dislike the vios is that the dashboard is in the center of the car instead of in front. Rather mafan if you ask me.


Decided to try self shot while waiting for my dad. Haha, I still got a long way to go.

Well thats about it for today. WOW server is down again so I guess I will get an early night. Almost done with my first assignment and I think I am free to relax this week. YAY~!

Cheers,
Kenneth ;)

*Updated my Live Journal with a related post*

Newcastle United 3-1 Tottenham Hotspurs



Haha I couldn't resist putting it here. Not that its a score to boast but rather because the Spurs manager was saying that you cannot compare Newcastle with Spurs as they are of a different league before the game.

Well sometimes your words can come back to bite you. And bite him hard it did. Yup the two teams sure are of different league. 3 - 1 to the Toons(Newcastle nickname for those not familiar) on a monday evening(UK Time) where the boys showed they are ready for European Glory again. :D

Howay The Lads ~!

Kenneth :D

When 2 is better then 1...

Well I have decided to split up my blog into 2 due to the posting environment of blogspot. Thus I have opened another one at http://kwsw.livejournal.com/

But no worries, memoriestocreate will still be open and maintained. Just that you will not find those long post where I post my thoughts on certain issues here. They will be over at my livejournal instead.

Cheers,
Kenneth :)

If A Picture Paints A Thousand Words

What would a video do? Well for one, it can tell a story. But I still got ways to go before being able to tell a good story.



My apologies if I missed out anyone's name or got the spelling wrong. Again its the random effects with random transition path video. Although I have to admit the first picture abit out of place and the transition between events dun flow that well.

But I guess you get the general idea lah. I choose to blame the graveyard for this. haha... ok I can only blame myself.

Cheers,
Kenneth.

And when it's over you'll breathe again...

"Crash 'n' Burn" by Savage Garden



Somehow this song hit me while I was talking to some friends online. Taking about priorities and putting yourself before others and stuff like that. I guess I do need to rework my priority list. Many things has happened in such a short time that I am struggling to adjust which leaves me no time sort things out.

For example, something I told myself I will never commit to since the outcome is not favorable to me has come back to haunt me. I was put into a situation somewhat similar and yet I fell for it and it hit me bad. Been in a foul mood today because of it. Shouldn't have let it happen but I guess its another lesson learnt for me.

And talking about this, I guess I should strike off the "Kenneth wants a DSLR" goal from my list. I mean, do I really need it, or do I even know how to use it to its full potiential if given the chance to own one? I think not. Guess I am still very noob when it comes to taking photos now. But that doesn't mean I will not get better. So its back to the good old trusty Sony DSC-W1 for me(Darn why no sports mode...).


Outdoor shot at Raffles Place MRT.


Playing with the macro function.


Trying to capture the "pattern" of the chairs against the blue floor.


This time trying to capture the floor "pattern".


A picture of the ceiling light. Did not use the correct mode though.

Well its off to sleep for me. Early drive to church has been planned.
Nights,

Kenneth :)

*To someone : sometimes its better that it happens now then when things go too deep and you realise you need to get out but you can't. It's gonna hurt much much more then.*

Harder, Better, Faster, STRONGER...

"Stronger" By Kanye West



That that don't kill me can only make me stronger...

Well I am waiting for the effects of the graveyard to wear off before heading to bed. Yup first time drinking it and I think I should have had at least 1/4 of it down into my system. And I know why they name it that. And my respect to those who can take it all down at one goal and still carry on.

Well its been a very interesting week and I sort of discovered some stuff. I might be wrong here but hey life is a journey and along the way you discover new things. And with my new state of mind/thinking, I continue to understand more about me and the people around me. Well one thing for sure. This character of mine is attracting some interesting responses from people.

There are those who shoot me down saying nice guys finish last so why bother. Or saying that I am rather artificial and am trying to hard and girls do not like that in a guy. Next are those that continue to leech off my "nice-ness" knowing that there will always be Kenneth there as a backup plan. Not forgetting those that treat me a threat and are trying to put me down.

All I can say to that is too bad. I am this way, brought up this way and will continue to be this way. Sure I will finish last, miss out on the girl I like, get taken advantage off and most probably not succeed in life as well as those no so nice people.

But its ok, I do not mind finishing "last" or as what you think is "last". Heck do you even know me well enough to make such an assumption? Well all I can say is that I really do not mind being "last" if what you think I am now is "last".

As for leeching off my "nice-ness", well all the best to you when you realise that I am not always around and do start to notice people like that and can do something about stopping the flow of "nice-ness". People do move on and take notice of their surroundings.

And if being ruthless, evil and backstabbing is the way to the top, well I guess I am happy not being there. Cos you will never know when the day comes when you will get the taste of your own medicine. And when it happens, well all the best to you. Oh and dun bother finding me anymore, I would have moved on.

Lastly about not getting the girl I like. Well then screw it. Whatever. Its ok one, I am sure there will be someone out there who will actually appreciate it. After all, if I am the one who has to keep giving then forget it. I believe its about being the right person rather then finding the right person. And it works both ways. I see so much crap going on between bf and gf and I sometimes wonder why they are even together. And dun bother to come running to me and complain and expect a listening ear. Well I will still have a listening ear but thats also subject to availability. After all you are no longer on priority list.

But of cos thankfully there are still those who know what friendship is all about and how to maintain it. Or simply put, they know how to "做人". And its with these friends that I know that while it might seem hopeless to always be the nice guy to everyone, there are still people who appreciates it even though they don't say it and yet know how to respond appropriately.

So in a nutshell, I am not trying to pin point anyone here. It might not even be to me that you fall under the idiots of the world category as I know that there are still other nice people out there who put in 100% and sometimes more to people around them. And yet in return they get crap. Well a virtual toast to these other nice people.

All in all, I believe what doesn't kill me only makes me even stronger. I will come out the better person no matter what cos in the end, I will still be there a stronger and better person.

Well thats about it for today. If you want to know what incidents I am talking about, feel free to msn me or something. I am not going to spoonfeed these idiots anymore. If they cannot take a hint then well all the best to them.

Well thats about it. Will blog more again once I get things sorted out.

Good nights,
Kenneth :)

我也會慢慢走開

"安靜" by Jay Chou



Well I guess while I cant say anything about breaking up but moving on is what I need to do. Its gonna be hard but must be done. The emptiness is starting to eat me up and I need to move out of it before it eats me whole.

I guess the realisation of the emptiness is what made me feel unbalance for the past few days.

Anyway today was my last day of lectures. Lunch break was a crazy 2hours 30mins. With so much time, my classmates and I decided to take a look at the wellness fair going on in school.

Had some really yummy and suppose to be healthy ice cream:


Yay, I can choose up to 3 types of ingredients...


Waiting my my ice-cream to be made...


Nothing like yummy ice-cream to make your day...

Anyway thats it for me, gonna get some sleep as tomorrow will be a busy day.

*A Big Happy Birthday To Elliott~!*

Nights,
Kenneth :)

Do you really know me?

Ok decided to blog but dunno what to blog. So I guess I will reveal the answers to my friendtest thingy.

Qn: What is my favourite colour?
Ans: Blue.
This one, if you notice what I usually wear can easily tell. For the most part of my closet, its usually blue in colour.

Qn: What is my favourite fruit?
Ans: Pear
This one abit harder I guess. But that is one fruit you never catch me avoiding.

Qn : Which polytechnic did I attend?
Ans : TP
Yup its there that I met the happening people that go on to be good friends.

Qn : What is my dog's name??
Ans : Kenny
Yup I got a male dog and since he is part of the family, we decided to call him Kenny. Also becos I used to have a soft toy dog named the same.

Qn : What am I studying at SIM?
Ans : Digital Security.
Yup doing my degree in computer science(which most people assume so), majoring in digital security. Thus the many many maths formulas that is driving me nuts. FYI: The other options are the ones available to my diploma back in TP. Just that I chose to do the mobile option.

Qn : What is my favourite sport?
Ans : Bowling
Nope I dun play tennis although I did learn how to in poly, I like to watch football and I am a qualified scuba diver(although must go for refresher course). But I like bowling the most. Because its a social sport where people spend more time interacting then bowling and I somehow like the sound of the pins falling especially after a strike.

Qn : What is my favourite hobby?
Ans : Sleeping
Haha this one is really hard. I know most people assume is playing computer games. Well I like to do that but I like to sleep the most. Maybe if you do visit on sunday afternoons you would know why. I can spend the whole day sleeping and still continue to sleep at night. Although sadly I dun get to sleep much these days.

Qn : Which football team do I support?
Ans : Newcastle United
Well if you hear me in a football conversation or seen some photos of me in my jersey, the answer is there.

Qn : What is the age difference between me and my sister?
Ans : 2
Yup I have a sister 2 years younger than me.

Qn : What type of books do I like to read the most?
Ans : Fantasy
Well if you ever get to visit my room, there are more fantasy books than other genres in my shelf. I do read other books from authors like Dan Brown, Arthur C Clarke, Tom Clancy and so on. But books like Lord of the Rings and Narnia tops them all.

"I am McLovin..."



OK here is the little picture video I did of Thursday's FHM event.
All done in good clean fun.



Had this for dinner, call me a mountain tortoise but this is the first time I am eating this type of pasta. So decided to take a photo of it. And getting suaned by my sister in the process of cos. Then again thats what sisters for anyway... lol...

Cheers,
Kenneth :)

And back to the usual blogging

"New Age Girl" by Deadeye Dick



Ok ok I know this is old school but it seems that I totally forgotten about the good old crazy days until I saw this song on the playlist last night.

Anyway onto what I have been up to for the past few days:


I guess the good thing about being home alone in the first half of the day is that I get to treat myself to such things. Which also meant a few more KMs to jog.


Thanks to Herbert for informing me about this event.


Group picture time. If only you knew what happened during the event... lol...


The actual thing looks nice and unfortunately this picture doesn't do it justice. Think I need to improve my skills...


Fried baby sotong anyone? lol...


This is something that some of the people in church associate with my mom's cooking. Yup its yummy spaghetti.


Went down for a little Hardware Zone outing and look what I won. Although I should be selling it off cos I am lazy to take out my graphic card and put it on.

Also just wanna say to HuiRong that I am sorry that the picture I used for your fake ID is not very nice. I just assumed that every picture on the internet that you post is nice. Well unfortunately thats why I am in the IT line and not the fashion line. Also about the 3 months / 1 year thing, honestly I have yet to seen something like that work out, but if it really does, you have my support all the way.

Cheers,
Kenneth ;)

Continue living in your little dream world while I enjoy the reality of mine...

Everyone needs to rant and I am no different. Just gonna be a short post so no worries I will be back to my normal blogging. Just trying to compile stuff before blogging here.

Anyway I just about had it with people who like to be soooo exclusive and so on. I always thought everyone was way past that sec school/poly/jc mindset. I mean for me, while I am rather not so social with new people, give me time and I will open up one. Just ask my friends. And as long as you dun go an do something stupid I am fine one. I usually find fault with ur actions and not you as a person. Well thats if you irritate me enough. Other then that I think I am easy going. Not self praise but just ask the people around me.

But I guess I am not good enough to be part of the exclusive circle right(lol then again I think I rather not liaos)? Oh pls, what gives you the right to judge a person. Well I just had about enough of all this crap. While as much faults as I have and I admit I still need to work lots on my character, I do not go around looking and fantasising about pretty girls. I do not somehow keep going on the getting someone to bring his female friend out with the rest of the guys. And for goodness sake, in life, having the brains is one thing, having good PR skills is also equally important. Or how about the others that somehow makes the ignore list as well?

Well I hate to show off to prove a point but if it helps then so be it. Wake up your stupid idea. Ever occurred to you that the people you deem as unworthy might just be enjoying their little life better then you? The things that you can only dream of, they might just be doing it for all you know. And the best part is they do not even have to try hard.

Maybe try looking at a person's character once in a while and not his/her grades, the language he/she speaks, the way he/she acts and so on. Or maybe just maybe you need something to happen in front of your face to wake you up from your idea. Please lah, there is something called an SMS queue and having your phone switched off when the sms was sent is the worst idea I ever heard from someone who is suppose to be all high and mighty up there. Forget what I studied in poly liaos ah.

Or just maybe I should start off by saying that the SAF in all its stupidness never screws up when selecting people for command school. The fact that people qualify for it says something liaos. How the person turns out is something else but to even qualify means there must be something there.

Well if it still doesnt wake up your idea then let me know, I am sure something else will.

Ok end of ranting, the normal blogging will return after the weekend :)

No time is a good time for goodbyes...

"Sara" by Starship



This is one old retro song that I somehow uncovered while surfing the web. Somehow the line "Branded, my heart was branded while my senses stood by" clicked something in me. Either its been a crazy week with so many things to worry and do that I am getting too emo or it really reminded me of something.

Anyway its the end of one set of intensive lectures and the start of another set. Hopefully my brain can take in everything and not overload. Both modules look theory intensive and that can be a bad thing. But somehow I will make it through. Well usually I guess. But this term things are going to be a bit different. Gonna try to work abit harder and try to maintain my credit average.

Subject: Two Choices

Ok I usually delete chain/forward mails without even taking a look at the content as usually almost all the time they belong in the junk mail folder. And having learnt how to spam mail or at least how people flood your inbox with spam mail, my tolerance to such mail becomes even lower.

But this one caught my attention some how. Sure the mail was sent to many many people which in some terms qualify for the junk folder but somehow the sender was one that usually dun send me emails.

So out of my curiosity, I took a look at the email. And here is what it says, which I found rather meaningful.

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What would you do? You make the choice! Don't look for a punch line; There isn't one! Read it anyway. My question to all of you is: Would you have made the same choice?

At a fund raising dinner for a school that serves learning disabled children,the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:

"When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?"

The audience was stilled by the query.

The father continued. "I believe,that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes, in the way other people treat that child."Then he told the following story:

Shay and his father had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked,"Do you think they'll let me play?" Shay's father knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but the father also understood that if his son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.

Shay's father approached one of the boys on the field and asked if Shay could play, not expecting much. The boy looked around for guidance and said, "We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning."

Shay struggled over to the team's bench put on a team shirt with a broad smile and his Father had a small tear in his eye and warmth in his heart. The boys saw the father's joy at his son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three. In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as his
father waved to him from the stands. In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again. Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat.

At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game? Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible 'cause Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.

However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing the other team putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least be able to make contact. The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed. The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay. As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.

The game would now be over, but the pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman. Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game.

Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the head of the first baseman, out of reach of all team mates. Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, "Shay, run to first! Run to first!" Never in his life had Shay ever ran that far but made it to first base. He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.

Everyone yelled, "Run to second, run to second!"

Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to second base. By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball, the smallest guy on their team, who had a chance to be the hero for his team for the first time. He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions and he too intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head. Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.

All were screaming, "Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay"

Shay reached third base, the opposing shortstop ran to help him and turned him in the direction of third base, and shouted, "Run to third! Shay, run to third" As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams and those watching were on their feet were screaming, "Shay, run home! Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the "grand slam" and won the game for his team.

That day, said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world.

Shay didn't make it to another summer and died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making his Father so happy and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!

AND, NOW A LITTLE FOOTNOTE TO THIS STORY: We all send thousands of jokes through the e-mail without a second thought, but when it comes to sending messages about life choices, people think twice about sharing. The crude, vulgar, and often obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but public discussion about decency is too often suppressed in our schools and workplaces.

If you're thinking about forwarding this message,chances are that you're probably sorting out the people on your address list that aren't the "appropriate" ones to receive this type of message. Well, the person who sent you this believes that we all can make a difference. We all have thousands of opportunities every single day to help realize the "natural order of things." So many seemingly trivial interactions between two people present us with a choice: Do we pass along a little spark of love and humanity or do we pass up that opportunity to brighten the day of those with us the least able, and leave the world a little bit colder in the process?

A wise man once said every society is judged by how it treats it's least fortunate amongst them.

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Ok the reason I put this here was because if I forward it out all everyone, some people might think its spam while other's might have their email filter move it to the junk folder. Thus in this way, I will get people to read it as there is no way you can put this webpage into the junk email folder.

Cheers,
Kenneth.

And once again I step into the world of Azeroth...

Lament of the Highborne



This is the official video released by Blizzard which shows the assault of the Scourge on Quel'thalas and the assassination of Sylvanas and her after death rising by Arthas.

I stumbled onto this while questing around the new expansion for World of Warcraft. At the end of a series of quest, I was tasked with bringing a Necklace to Sylvanas Windrunner, the leader of the undead. And at the end of the quest, I was treated to an in game scene of Lady Sylvanas singing this song with the help of an undead choir.

Most people would have just gotten the quest reward and left. For me, I decided to stay and watch the whole scene and soak in the atmosphere. Reason being that as one who grew up with warcraft, the events of the scourge invading the home of the High Elves flashed back to me. I guess I am thankful the people over at Blizzard still took time to add this little treat to those who grew up with warcraft.

Which is my new aim for going back to Azeroth again. No more chionging levels to raid day in day out. Got the time then slowly play and soak in the game lore. And with the new guild not so hardcore as my old guild, I think I will finally get to enjoy the game.

Ok time to get some sleep. Waited quite long to download the high quality video from the Blizzard server but it was well worth it. Its gonna be another week of lessons but at least I get a break on saturday. Also a movie event to look forward to this thursday and of cos meeting up with everyone on friday.

Nights,
Kenneth :D

Saturday lessons are crazy...

"Daybreak's Bell" by L'Arc~en~Ciel



English Translation off the net:

Hey, haven’t you seen another shape besides this one? That’s so sad
To you, there’s no desire to die or to kill, oh, please

Drink it up, even the fate, to the sinking sea
My wishes, ride on the wind, ring the bell of the daybreak
Just like a bird My wishes over their airspace
Cross through the countless number of waves, stand against tomorrow,
protecting you My life I trade in for your pain
Stop the dispute!

Hey, why people pile up the repeating mistakes?
No one is evolving, this flowing blood, I loathe it most
To judge each other by instinct, in this no-one-around earth

If the clear future has come, the flower plants will also
dwell in the weapons My wishes over their airspace
Anyone, shake me up, wake me up from the nightmare
If it comes true My life I trade in for your pain
How long until my prayers reach the sky?

Now the morning glow pictures the ocean and me

My wishes, ride on the wind, ring the bell of the daybreak
Just like a bird My wishes over their airspace
Cross through the countless number of waves, stand against tomorrow,
protecting you My life I trade in for your pain
Flap your wings without turning around,
bring along these thoughts, fly to that sky
The future can’t be defeated by anyone

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Yup the new song from L'Arc~En~Ciel which is used for the new Gundam 00 opening. Yes Gundam Season is back in session. Which means I got other things to chase every week other then Heroes. Woot I am going to love my PSP more and more considering Final Fantasy Tactics Remake should be out next week as well.

Anyway today was my first and hopefully only Saturday where I have to burn the entire day with lessons. Felt so drained(think I lost all my brain cells) that I went straight home to get some rest.

Had to get my own dinner since everyone was out and since I was too lazy to take a walk to the nearby coffee shop to get something to eat, I went through the kitchen cupboards to see what I could whip up.


Thankfully there was still instant noodles and some leftovers in the oven. I did not have to go hungry after all...


And this is something you never have to nag at me to get me to eat. I like grapes.

Rest of the day was spent slacking and telling myself the only ever reason I am going to get a mac is because there is a higher chance I can install Linux on it and get the drivers detected as compared to the PC. And it does not help that my Lecture is super pro Apple. And yet he shows you how to actually "hack" the mac osx. lol...

Although something did hit me today. Somehow the phrase "What doesn't kill only makes me stronger" kept ringing in the back of my mind. Dunno why also but I think something is kinda bothering me abit. Oh well hopefully a good night's rest will do me some good.

Cheers,
Kenneth. ;)

*I am using the word "Hack" loosely here. It means gaining unauthorised entryto something.*

Replacement(Lin Qi Yu)



Ok before you start the Chinese song and Kenneth do not mix, let me just say that yes while I still prefer English songs, this is another of those rare moments that I actually like a non English song. Sure I most probably do not understand every word but thankfully my Chinese is not that bad so I still get the general idea.

A nice song to listen to on a friday night.

Trying to find a Balance...

And so the first week of school is about to come to an end. And its a friday night but here I am blogging while waiting for my lecture notes to be printed instead of being out as usual. Yet somehow a sense of conflicting thoughts are going through my head now.

I have decided not to stay out late on saturdays due to the need to wake up early the next day for church. Or at least get my 6~7 hours of sleep at night. Thus going out falls on fridays where usually I can rest up on saturday and be fine on sunday.

But yet somehow SIM decides that as full time students, it is ok to burn our saturdays with lessons when weekdays are empty. I have never understood the need to do this and the worst is when the whole saturday is burnt. And to top it off, I got some idiot in class who suggested starting lessons at 8am from the usual 9am. Lol, spare a thought for the rest of us who like stay on the other side of singapore. Sheesh, if it really happened, I do not think I would be the first to ask him to choose his pole at the SIM compound.

But on the other hand, understanding that I am a full time student and it is not cheap to study this degree, the idea of going to school with 3~5 hours of sleep on a saturday with lessons the whole day is also not a good idea. Especially a heavy theory one.

Decisions, decisions and decisions. Well here I am at home typing this out means the decision has been made. I guess the matter of the heart versus the mind is easier now for me to decide on but the matter of the mind versus the mind?

lol, hope I do not toss and turn later when I try to get an early night.


Cheers,
Kenneth.

Just another week in the life of Kenneth...


With my New Balance, My Ipod Nano And Me... Yup after a week of battling the flu, its back to my old evening jog routine. And yes my nano has a lime green skin. Only because I noobly assume it will glow in the dark... which it doesn't...


Dinner at Tanjong Pargar Market with my usual makan buddies. Too bad the Rojak store did not open. But it was good fun eating and talking.


Just a random shot of my breakfast one morning. Now you know why I have to go for my evening jogs liaos... If not sure put on weight one... :P


Cannot really cook but so the least I could do for my mom is help her pound biscuits for her to use in her cooking. The result of my hard work was pork chop for dinner. :D


Neighbors came over for dinner. Forgot to take a picture before it started but I can tell you that the pizza owned us. 4 large pizzas(they took one back) is too much for 6 adults... Trust me...


And its back to school for me. First module for this term is "System Administration". Lecturer is rather interesting and funny with all the credentials to back him up. Other then being a lecturer, he works at Apple and is the IT Manager or something like that for a Nuclear Reactor Plant. Wow~!
*Yesh my TP File(which Ming happily "aquired" for us back then) is still in good condition and goes with me to school*

Cheers,
Kenneth.

And so September Ends...

"Wake Me Up When September Ends" by Green Day



Just could not resist the temptation to put this MTV here. And the interesting thing is that I never watched the MTV before even though I heard the song when it first came out. Until now...

Cheers,
Kenneth ;)

Far away from the memories...

"Starlight" by Muse



Always found this song very familiar but never knew which group sang it until recently then I found out.

Anyway its the end of my holidays with my timetable for the new term out. Still no results for my 466 subject which I think everyone is waiting for. Although there is always the timetable might change clause from SIM. Kinda Irritating though.

A new term to look forward to which means new things to learn and maybe new classmates to interact with. A new set of directives in my life and a new set of goals to achieve. Saturdays burnt again which means I gotta be picky with going out on friday nights again. Unless the lecturer puts the tutorial answers in his pc again. Hehe...

Ok thats about it. Gonna get some sleep now. Rather tired today still even with sleeping 4 hours in the afternoon.

Nites,
Kenneth ^_^