if only i'd thought of the right words, i could have held on to your heart ...
"Pictures Of You" By The Cure
i've been looking so long at these pictures of you
that i almost believe that they're real
i've been living so long with my pictures of you
that i almost believe that the pictures are
all i can feel
remembering
you standing quiet in the rain
as i ran to your heart to be near
and we kissed as the sky fell in
holding you close
how i always held close in your fear
remembering
you running soft through the night
you were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow
and screamed at the make-believe
screamed at the sky
and you finally found all your courage
to let it all go
remembering
you fallen into my arms
crying for the death of your heart
you were stone white
so delicate
lost in the cold
you were always so lost in the dark
remembering
you how you used to be
slow drowned
you were angels
so much more than everything
hold for the last time then slip away quietly
open my eyes
but i never see anything
if only i'd thought of the right words
i could have held on to your heart
if only i'd thought of the right words
i wouldn't be breaking apart
all my pictures of you
looking so long at these pictures of you
but i never hold on to your heart
looking so long for the words to be true
but always just breaking apart
my pictures of you
there was nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more
than to feel you deep in my heart
there was nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more
than to never feel the breaking apart
all my pictures of you
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Ok I know I am suppose to stop posting lyrics but the lyrics are just too "nice" not to post. Yup I guess I have more or less gotten over the last heart pain and all I got left are just pictures. Good enough for me I guess.
Anyway if you are wondering what I am doing at this hour, well I just finished my latest adventure in middle earth. A whole 5 hours doing one area called Fornost, which is suppose to be one castle which gave into angmar(for all you LOTR fans).
And the best part was that I enjoyed every part of it. Party was great. I guess thats the difference when playing with other people. Get a good fun group and no matter how borring, long, irritating an "area" or "instance" is, you will enjoy it.
Guess I will be hanging onto this game for a while longer with another content update coming soon.
Ok thats about it, gonna get some sleep liaos. Lessons in school at 9am later... haha... And before I forget, a shout out to a friend of mine: I know nice guys finish last but still Manchester United is gonna beat Chelsea... I just know it... :D
Nights all,
Kenneth ;)
