With My Project And My iTunes And Me...

"WHEREVER YOU WILL GO" By The Calling

So lately, been wondering,
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
and between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

Here I am rushing project after sleepless nights and a training at bedok camp in which I remembered why I never like PTIs. Only having my Project in front of my screen looking back at me while my iTunes is playing through my playlist...

Sometimes I wonder why I push myself do hard. Why put in extra effort into the trainings and why bother to see if I can improve my work. Not out to impress anyone nor am I trying to win any studies award.

And make matters worst, its times like this you feel all alone with no one there to call or receive encouragement from. Yesh its times like this I feel all emo and wish I had a GF. But the sad truth is that with all these problems of mine, I dun feel I can ever support a relationship. Ironic isn't it...

Haiz... KK off to sleep liaos... Gonna have to wake up early to continue polishing my share of the report. Everyone is doing their best so I cannot let them down by slacking just because I got trainning...

cheers,
Kenneth.

*To someone : no it still doesn't mean you can go through your phone list for numbers for me... :P*