I will never know myself until I do this on my own...

"Somewhere I Belong" by Linkin Park

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

[Repeat Chorus]

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

Today was ok I guess. School was productive for once as my lecturer finally gave us a sample report. With that everything else will just fall into place. Also our break was at the right time when everyone else was having a break. It feels good to be a student again with all the nice scenery... :D Went shopping in town area today but did not manage to get any clothing. But am happy that I finally got my crumpler. Thanks to Charlene and Charlene for helping me choose the bag. Than it was off to Far East where Charlene got 2 pairs of shoes. Personally I think the black ribbon one looks better for going out and the other one for office wear. Kanna another potshot from my mom this time, telling me to learn how to give comments especially when girls ask if something looks nice... :S Than it was off to the airport to send Christina off. Not much to send off though cos before we could get some coffee it was last call liaos. Well all the best over there in UK.

Gonna do a mini clean up of my room tomorrow and get started on my jogging in preparation for IPT. Everything is going according to plan. All that is left this week is to finish up both assignments and get my clothes and a new hair cut. Losing some weight would be a bonus too.

Ok time for bed, Nites World.

Cheers,
Kenneth.